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So, there are so many colors in my life right now.

But I'm losing all of the best one's.. all of my friends, I can no longer relate to because I've isolated myself in the grey for so long. They're all purple and green and passionate, but I'm just grey and chilled out.. but in a bummer way, so it's like, how do you surge a black and white picture with a full color one? It's like one of those wacked up photoshop jobs that usually turn out to be extremely beautiful, but the color is always the life of the picture. Does that mean that the grey is the death? What? I'm death now? Seriously. Hah, my writing style has become ridiculous. It's almost like I'm having a conversation with myself, but oh well, I'm tired of organized style, planned out letters, perfect grammar. I could never be a ballet dancer.

I want to write a book. I'm going to start write now. It'll be short. I have ADD.


I love that I've been through so much in my life. It's awesome. I've hurt a lot, but I have a lot to talk about now.