I feel sick to my stomach, I think the hunger was better.
Ugh, it was so easy. It was too easy.
Thursday, June 04, 2009
Posted by Amanda at 3:41 PM
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2 comments:
Amanda...why? What is the root? Dig. Not a pit, but dig so you can find the root. Then you have to ask yourself if you're willing to make muscles that you haven't used in a while hurt so you can get better.
Obviously, God is not big enough to help you. Obviously, God is not strong enough to get you out. Obviously, God is not faithful enough to love you.
Obviously, God is not willing enough to heal you.
Oh wait— those are all lies. Because He IS big enough, He IS strong enough, He IS faithful enough, and most of all, He IS willing enough. Which really means, obviously, you do not have faith enough. And if you did, this wouldn't be so cyclical, and Satan wouldn't have so much control.
Stop believing lies, Amanda. This problem will NEVER GO AWAY unless you FIND and BELIEVE and ACT ON the Truth and shut out the lies. If you let them in over and over it's no wonder you're not any better. Don't blame your parents, don't blame your lack of motivation, don't blame the world that "hates you" because the world is your enemy anyways, if you claim Christ. There is hope if you so choose it, but you have to make the effort.
I hope this freaking offends you. I hope you get upset enough to do something about it. I hope you call me a hypocrite and tell me I don't understand and then read your Bible and talk to God. Because He's there to listen and He loves you, more than anything in the world. He WANTS you, Amanda. He wants you and He wants to take care of you and heal you and lead you but you have to let Him.
Romans 8:37-39
"No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am sure that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor power, nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord."
If you want to talk, call me.
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