"Please die Ana
For as long as you're here we're not
You make the sound of laughter
and sharpened nails seem softer
And I need you now somehow
And I need you now somehow"
"That's the way you're built my father said
but I can change, my cocoon shedding
I want to walk in the snow
and not leave a footprint
I want to walk in the snow
and not soil its purity "
"I'm on the verge of self destruction
Suffering because of my selfish vices
I'm on the verge of self destruction
Suffering because I gave up on myself and everyone "
"I can't remember
The last time I've seen my own eyes
Or the color of my skin
Do you know what it's like
to feel ugly all the time?"
"As I was walking through a life one morning
the sun was out, the air was warm, but
Oh, I was cold
And though I must have looked half a person,
to tell the tale, in my own version,
It was only then that I felt whole"
"I don't care if it hurts, I wanna have control, I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul"
Thursday, April 03, 2008
Posted by Amanda at 10:11 PM
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1 comments:
oh sweetheart.
did you write this?
i am glad you text me.
i am glad our relationship is building.
talk to me whenever you can.
♥
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