I miss my body, I miss my face, I miss my lover, I miss the empty space.
1. I want to disappear in more ways than just one.
2. When you push me aside, I die inside.
3. Sometimes, I just want to jump on you and redo the past.
4. I want to cry and cry and cry, so I'll never have to cry again.
5. I want to not care anymore.
6. I've fallen so far.. so far.
7. Why can't I measure up anymore?
8. I don't care about the risks anymore.
9. I hate birthdays.
10. I hate people who think they're better than I am.
11. It's not fair.
12. How could it not have been right?
13. Am I nothing to no one?
14. Yeah, I made mistakes, will I always be judged for them?
15. Can I please move now?
16. I don't want to live past 23 sometimes.
17. I'm still in love with a ghost.
18. I'm a burden, I know.
19. I'm selfish, I know.
20. I can't ever be quiet.
21. I'm needy.
22. I'm done for a while.
23. And I'm so sick of you.
Monday, March 16, 2009
Posted by Amanda at 11:11 PM
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I hate this for you, i hate to see you so so sad.
I'm here, girl.
You'll make it through, only by God's help.
Ashton and I said some prayers for you in the car today, I thought you may like to know that people are earnestly praying for you and binding the Enemy with the Word of God. It's kind of incredible when you think of His power, and the fact that He is constant, even when our world isn't.
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