"Why did you let Sin take you by the hand?"
[silence]
"I told you to call for me. I told you I would answer! He may seem understanding, but it is a perverted, misshapen form of understanding, far off from the truth that I have given to me. So, why did you let him take you by the hand?"
"He was so loud and quick--I didn't know how to stop him. He ran circles around me, making me feel faint. I had to grab his hand to hold on. I didn't want to fall."
"So, fall into me. Why did you not fall into me?"
"I couldn't see you."
"Does that mean that I am not with you?"
"Yes... I mean.. No... I mean.."
I still can't feel you.
Thursday, September 11, 2008
Posted by Amanda at 11:05 PM
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:( But with Psalms 77, He showed you He is there. I don't have the answers as to why you can't feel Him. I really don't. But girl, I'm praying for you so much!
I want you to know that I love you and I would not change lunches for anything. I should have made you know that. I felt like God wanted me to pray with you right then and there but I didn't because people were around us and all the excuses that I can come up with, and I'm sorry for that. God is working in me to overcome those times when I don't do what He tells me to do.
I will see you tonight, girl.
god doesn't want you to do things, he/she doesn't want you to feel him/her, god is omniscient. you are of god, therefore what you feel is what god intended and is what god is feeling
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