Sunday, September 07, 2008

Test

I read your letter,
full of my letters.
Your twisted mind
makes my stomach turn.
You say I know you better
than anyone.
But the truth is:
I don't know you at all.

You send me secret messages
full of notes you've composed.
Is your lack of sanity
something for you to boast?
Your definition of communication
is a one-sided madness.
You've blocked me from entering.
Are you really there?

Do you laugh when I pray for you?
Do I lie when I say that love is not forgotten,
yet changed as things progress?
I can't let myself slip when I'm around you.
All my movements are in time, in time, in time...

You're so blind, so blind, so blind.
How can you lie, lie, lie?

It's bright where I am,
a kind of bright you've never known.

3 comments:

Amanda said...

oh no no NO GIRL! You haven't pushed too much at all! I was just thinking about the flaws in accountability in general. Just how we need to go to God first before we go to anyone else. You weren't even on my mind in that sense! At all! You are such a great friend girl, one of my best! ...and you know how much I hate that term. ;) I love you and I'm soooo glad to have a friend like you!

Accountability en almuerzo otros dias! FO' SHO & FO REAL. :))

Amanda said...

idk if that's the right word for lunch, haha, I think it is, I think I remember you using that one last night. :)

Amanda said...

and I like this a lot. At first I didn't know who this was about, and then it hit me like duh! lol. You wrote it right? lol, it would be crazy if there was a song that is so closely similiar.