This is beyond me.
It's so beyond me.

And everything is going to be OK,
everything is going to be fine,
more than fine.


Some people worry more than they should when it really isn't their place to worry at all. One person in particular. And (s)he knows who (s)he is, or (s)he should know, anyways. But, I am free, you are free. This is over. Pain is necessary (for me, at least). I will never grow or learn if I don't suffer. I'm excited about this situation and seeing how it ends. I might look like the queen of gloom on occasion, but I'm ready to LIVE, really LIIIIVE! I just get distracted sometimes by boys and memories and possible deals. But they will never help me. Never. I'm taking one step at a time. I'm crying out to He who hears me.

And everything is going to be fine.