I am exhausted.

That's really all I have to say.

I have piles of homework that I'm too careless to do. I have a job that I work hard at, but I'm not respected enough to make the job worth having. I need to look for new jobs. Senior paper is due on Monday. Senior project is due soon after. I'll make college decisions soon--I need to work on scholarship applications. I need to speak Spanish more because I want to learn. I want to be fluent. Two days of being forced to speak in all Spanish in class made me want this. I wanted it before, but bookwork made me forget..

My relationships are failing because I'm too tired to care. I care, I just don't. I'm sorry...

Person A: I take you for granted. I get impatient and annoyed. You are my best friend, but you don't get the respect you deserve. I'm sorry. You know me, and you excuse my shortcomings too often--maybe you shouldn't cut me so much slack. I'm thankful for it, but I'm putting so much on you and it's not fair. Find a better best friend.

Person B: I can't stand our friendship. It's maddening. I want to be your friend, and you say you want to be mine, but it's like you don't care enough to put any sort of effort into it and then when you finally do decide to put something into it, I'm too bitter to notice. I can't stand how everyone thinks that you're so much better than everyone else