The right way is never putting in what you don't want to take out.

Stupid, stupid me.

It's too late.

I take and I take and I take and I.. [can you stop, please?]

And home means routine.

1. Go inside
2. Stare at shelves
3. Take
4. Take
5. Take
6. [pause.]
7. Take
8. Want to die
9. Cry
10. Become irritable
11. Yell at people
12. Take out or want to die more
13. Continue to want to die

sdjfjaskjaskfjkasjfkasjfksajkfsjklaklajjfafaksfjakfjsal (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

I'm happy except for this one part of me that takes over my whole soul in times like RIGHT NOW, but I can't tell you because you need to be happy and I CAN'T be the one to keep you from it. Please be happy and say I'm fine, always fine, OK? I didn't want to fake smiles for you, but I don't smile very much and and and you like when I do and and and here, here you go. They've all been real so far, so this is just a warning-- until 10% of me disappears, I will NOT be happy. But I will, I will.. I keep contradicting myself, but you've got a hold over me that I can't describe or control or replace.

Stupid 10% of me.......