Mia, please don't intervene. No matter how many times I say I'm done with strength... I don't want people to be disappointed in me, you know? You're all about the approval of others. Isn't this how we got started? You were an Ana, but then you changed your name, you changed your game-- becoming Mia kept you alive [in me]. I swear, I thought you were dead [in me], but I crave to dance with you again. Bring bones back to me, bring bones back to me.
Just when you think you have everything you need, you throw it away for an addiction. That's how life goes, it works in circles-- become, collapse, become collapse, become....
crash.
And the circle loses any sort of velocity.
God, I know that you've saved me, but my heart won't let you be bigger than this (destroy my heart, destroy my heart, please)-- it's not about beauty, it's a loss of control. Control me, control me. Loosen the reigns of anything else.
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Posted by Amanda at 4:07 PM
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I know you hate me using this word, but
Imperfection - Skillet
I've fallen in love with this song.
Scott's message Sunday night was really good.
so all over the place, but I'll hold you accountable more.
Hope you and Luke's 5 months was really good! Sorry you had to eat your lunch in the library! :D
hating to, i gotta follow grams...
My Obsession, also by Skillet.
two songs to put in a playlist somewhere, haha. but in all seriousness.
dig a hole all you want. YOU dug the whole, and without your hands and effort it would not be. this makes you a vital piece of the hole, making you bigger than the hole regardless of deep or wide it gets. Mia would not be so built up unless you had helped her along. She is your product, and she is smaller than you. You have control. He will loosen than grip, but you have to pick up the slack and pull it off too!
Joint effort.
no digger, no hole. no fear, no Mia. or Ana. or even Ed. no Father, no daughter. mathematical: its a direct variation.
you are strong.
incredibly.
take heart!
the hard part has already been done, on a cross so long ago.
NO NO NO NO NO.
die mia. God is bigger than you are, mia. mia, you are weak and futile in comparison to the Creator, the Almighty, the All-Powerful King. you have no control over her, mia. give up. she's not yours anymore. she's His, and you've lost. He will never give her up to you.
just die.
Thank you for being excited for me. I hope you're doing well.
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