Friday, August 08, 2008

Please try to understand: on days like this, I can't breathe. Please, don't love me and leave me instantly. You said that I've looked sad lately. Well, I have. So why provoke it? Why judge me and prod and poke at me like I'm a dirty animal in a petting zoo? You had me, and sometimes I wonder why. I bet you wonder why every single day. It's hard living up to be what you never were. It would be so easy to just give up and let myself get so sick that you'd have to send me away. Going away seems so nice and easy....

2 comments:

Kristina Weeks said...

you made a good point with your comment. i have so much to say, but none of it would be appropriate as a blog comment. so until tomorrow.

goodnight.

lukeabrigos said...

eh, confusion.
maybe because I'm tired?
nah, but this deserves conversation. like most blogs :P