Well, haligh, haligh, a lie, haligh
This weight it must be satisfied
You offer only one reply
You know not what you do
But you tear and tear your hair from roots
Of that same head you have twice removed now
A lock of hair you said would prove
Our love would never die
Well ha ha ha
It's blind thinking, really--blind, deceptive thinking. I lie, I lie. I make it seem like I can't control it, when control is all it is. It's like a paradox--in controlling my body, it controls me. But does it control me? Can I stop? I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength. I asked for a sign, and He gave me one. I tested Him. I tested the God Almighty, and He let me. He gave, He gave. And I kept walking away. "I can't now. It's too much!" Whatever, whatever. I need Word. I need Truth to fill the holes that my lies have created, the holes made by acid which has slowly dissolved the original substance. Mia, Mia, Mia--you devil. We can't dance like this anymore. It is your sole purpose to provide voracious hunger to make up for what we've lost together. You know that it will only draw me nearer and farther away from Truth, from an end to the eternal Hunger. Please leave me alone...
RAOUL:
Free her!
Do what you like only free her!
Have you no pity?
PHANTOM:
Your lover makes a passionate plea!
CHRISTINE:
Please Raoul, it's useless!
RAOUL:
I love her!
Does that mean nothing?
I love her!
Show some compassion ...
PHANTOM:
The world showed no compassion to me!
That scene has been running through my head over and over. I can change the meaning into so many different things and apply it to my life in so many different ways. I get into my car and switch to track 13, just so I can hear it and cry tears of mystery.
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Haligh, Haligh, A Lie, Haligh
Posted by Amanda at 10:03 PM
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By surrendering to Christ you have accpeted the fact that He is an almighty controller of every action you make on this Earth. However, He does nothing to make you feel controlled. Control is felt when one gives into the sick workings of the devil and the temptation he creates permeates your skin.
If you test your faith in Him, He will keep you coming back. your thirst for His truth should never be filled. and as for temptation... He will take care of your decisions if you just ask Him.
your insight is so deep
and so moving.
I hope that the Truth comes to you and I pray that it fills you in the ways that you need it to.
Out of all the boyfriends you've had, Luke is my favorite. ..not just 'cause he's my grandson.
:)
I'm here by the way. Let go of the control, of your body, of crazy school, of yourself. Let it go, let it go, let it go. You'll be free once you do porque the heaviness of controling it won't be placed on you anymore. The weight will be lifted. Can you imagine that? I can imagine it for you! I can see it for you.
God has great plans for you girl. I know you are really seeking after Him. It's so cool to hear about what you've read in the Bible and what you've gotten out of it. Just give him the rest, He'll unveil even more of His plans for you. :) I'm so glad we're gotten close. You're awesome! (:
be
filled
now
as i
pray
for
you.
whenever you read this
know that you
are being wrapped tight
in
prayer.
Hey Love!
I am sooo happy for you that you are trusting God. Sure it is hard. But you do. It is an amazing feeling. An amazing life. Stay strong love! Don't let this get the best of you. You are so much better and greater this all this. you have come so far, already. You can only continue to go further forward.
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