The Spill Canvas

In the chilly hours and minutes of uncertainty, I long to be in the warm hold of your love and
mind.

To feel you all around and to take your hand along the sand, I may as well try and catch the wind.

When sun down pales the sky, I wanna hide away behind your smile.
Everywhere I look, your eyes I'd find.

For me to love you now, would be the sweetest thing.
Would make me sing.
But I may as well try and catch the wind.

When rain has hung the leaves with tears, I want you here to count my fears.
To help me leave all my blues behind.

For standing in your heart, it's where I wanna be, and I'll long to be.
But I may as well try and catch the wind.
[Catch the Wind]




You're captivating while evading
All the questions I have for you like,
"What exactly makes you tick?"
When the guilt sets in tell me
What are we going to do?

Your tongue is wet with a top secret passion
I hope I am the cause of it
I'll navigate this unsturdy vessel
Filled with a soft sea of pillows and blankets

And I fight the urge to explore
The vastness of your curves I adore
You know I, I hate you
No, I hate you more
You know I, I love you
No, I love you more

Yes, it's true
You've brainwashed me and now I'm more confused
I still somehow hope I end up with you
Yes, it's true
I romanticize every single thing I do
Especially when it comes to you

I've sunken in the quicksands of love
And I don't want you to rescue me
Screw what my supposed friends think
It's obvious they reek of jealousy
It's obvious they reek of jealousy

And I fight the urge to explore
The vastness of your curves I adore
You know I, I hate you
No, I hate you more
You know I, I love you
No, I love you more

Yes, it's true
You've brainwashed me and now I'm more confused
I still somehow hope I end up with you
Yes, it's true
I romanticize every single thing I do
Especially when it comes to you

I hope to God I mean a little more then the sounds that escape your tired 4 A.M. lips
And oh-how I wish I meant a little more then a symphony of heavy breathing and the friction of hips

Yes, it's true
You've brainwashed me and now I'm more confused
I still somehow hope I end up with you
Yes, it's true
I romanticize every single thing I do
Especially when it comes to you
[Himerus and Eros]


How did I fall so quickly? I was so opposed, but now he has me. He has me. And I'm insecure. I'm not the me that I was. Doubt kills me. Doubt kills me. I've never felt threatened before with him. The feelings weren't there and now they are. So much. So fast. So deep. I could explode. I could die. I feel crazy. I just want to be me. I want me to fall for him. And I want to be sure that he'll catch me. I can make time now. I can sacrifice now. I care so much more than I did. I'm happy.

AH!

Beatles songs and Spill Canvas songs are swimming through my brain.
She loves you, yeah, yeah, yeah...


You're so bright it's insane
You put the sun to shame.



I hope Obama gets out tonight. He scares me. Clinton is slightly less scary.