Gone.

Tear me down with your words.
Tear me down with your indifference.

Apparently, it's the only thing that I deserve.

Whole

I'm dancing with Mia again. I love her. I love her. I love her. I only dance at night. 3 dances, and I'll dance during the daytimeee, all day long. ALL DAY LONG.


I need to get off of my ass so I can stay off of my knees, out of my throat. It sounds like something sexual, but that's not what we do. We dance with the most unique yet predictable moves. I LOVE HER.

Weeds

Oh, life you move quickly. Faster than I want to go.


You stopped my train before I had a chance to jump. You've run out of adventure to hand to me, you've taken away what my body yearns for. You've taken away what I want to need right now.

I need body heat. I need acceptance. I need bite marks. I need assurance.

You are pictures opposed to words, yet you use them so well.

Give It Up

You are pictures opposed to words, yet you use them so well. You're setting traps in the jungle like the "Most Dangerous Game." I want to be caught yet I'm running in opposite direction, climbing trees when I see the hangman's rope.

Shutting you out just feels so much better than jumping.

You Are the Only Exception

Walking on train tracks while the lights flash, I dare to take few more steps before falling back. The noise, the smell, the shiver of the track frightens me into pulling away. Full speed ahead. It really can't be so bad. It might hurt others, but not me. I want to be on my back, open, exposed. I want to taste metal in my mouth, feel pressure on my skin. I want to get eaten alive. Yet, I resist.

Wind like breath on my neck as the moment passes, I stiffen in anticipation of the next.

All stations closed. Not enough fuel to make it home. I wish I had taken more chances. Now I'm stuck on ledge, chill bumps protruding.

I want to hurt you so bad it's beyond the belief
so you can see the way I feel, so you can feel the heat I feel.

Yeah, I took away something, but it wasn't yours to keep.
Please try to sort it out.


I don't want to belong to anyone anymore.

"Every step that I take is another mistake to you."
--Linkin Park

"If it makes you less sad, I'll move out of this state. You can keep to yourself, I'll keep out of your way."
--Brand New

"I think you lost what you loved in that mess of details.
They seemed so important at the time
but now you can't even recall any of the names, faces, or lines.
It's more the feeling of it all.
Well, winter is going to end, I'm going to clean these veins again.
So close to dying that I finally can start living."
--Bright Eyes