Tuesday, February 19, 2008

say it to my face.
to my freaking face.

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so much anger in my soul.

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give me back my pink razor.

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you did it for attention, you hussy.

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and you, you walk circles all around me.

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I HAVE A FEVER! A FREAKING FEVER!
I'M SO GOSH DARN SORRY THAT I CONTRACTED A VIRUS!
I MEAN, JESUS! I'M SO FREAKING TERRIBLE!

and and and.. you get away.

and you get away too.

you all get away.

i take the blame.
i take the blame.
i hold the shotgun.

salt. salt. open wound. open wound.
i ruin your life. i was born and your life was over.

screw me.
excuse me?

screw me.
kick me in the teeth.
cut me.
cut me instead of yourself.

4 comments:

Kristina Weeks said...

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girl, give me a holla.

Anonymous said...

wisdom

Amanda said...

mm. :( I'm sorry girl.

Amanda said...

yeah, that's what I thought when I read it.


the beginning - I think is a huge big fat i-wish-it-would-go-away misunderstanding. we have a lot of ticked off people on our hands - all trying to get something across that the other dosn't understand. I hate it. it sucks so much! :( makes me wanna cry on behalf of it all.

and the rest - makes me wanna cry too. I hate this for you. pray for revolution, like never before. pray that God will touch her and your lives. Each seperatly. I know it seems like a far-off chance that'll never happen; but maybe. Maybe it will. Pray that God opens her heart and helps her realize in her own way how much this is hurting you. And maybe, with little things, show her you're trying to be nice. Even if it backfires and she blames you for something; keep strong, try.