Friday, February 15, 2008

Me and Mia

I ate too much everyday this week.

Mmhm.

It's sad. That breaks my heart more than anything.
It scares me more than death.

"Amanda, you could kill yourself doing that! Why? You could really die!"
"I know. It's great, right? I mean, I'd rather die than get fat, so I'll be skinny until this finally takes me."

Today, I was not empty.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

don't hook up with mia dude

she isn't as pretty as she seems at first glance

Amanda said...

I didn't understand the title at first.

Something Pastor Matt said today struck me - He said something like, "There's always something about ourselves that we don't like." And then something about trusting in God. I guess it's true. Even if you get back to being able to fit into all your jeans and your at the size you say you want, I don't think it'll all be fine. Because once you are there, the problem will be in keeping it. Then if you can't, you'll end up exactly where you started. It'll suck and it'll be emotional turmoil. I don't think this road has any good outcomes. :(